THEY WILL EAT ME

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i mehearing things and my ears are screamrd at

GOAL: come out 2 mom sometime in oct
GOAL: buy more sweaters
GOAL: try to accomplish semi-passing

i had a dream about the popping twisting beetles dancing around and the robot dog

:)))) cut again :)))))

I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
you were crying and i was too
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
this used to happen all the time but now it’s catastrophic
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
we can still make memories even though we’re not as young
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
i don’t want to let this slip through our fingers when its so close
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
the truth is that its my fault i could be with you if i let myself be
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
you arent the enemy but i keep telling myself you are
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
please don’t drink yourself into hell
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
i’m not leaving here without you
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
i’m here still i promise i always will be
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
i still need you even though i’m not as young anymore
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
i understand your loneliness now, even if you don’t want me to
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
and i want you to be happy
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU MISS YOU
even if it means being frustrated
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
because this has been going on for thirty eight years now and we all just want your happiness
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
please take care of yourself
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
because i don’t know what i’d do without you here with me
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
because without your shadow
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
i shake

"i was just thjnking that i want to hear it before i drop you off"

things tht will always remind me of you

the prids
sea within a sea by the horrors
pulp fiction
reservoir dogs
natural born killers
indestructible by specimen
melt w you by modern english
vitesse
cold cave
tales from the darkside
the twilight zone
lights on thedancefloor
the turn table
SHADOW AND SHADOW SHADOW AND SHADOW SHADOW AND SHADOW

if anyones gonna buy me anything ever a cheap binder is ideal cos i cant come out yet

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